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토요일, 8월 27, 2005
thinking once again
Hmm..in a thinking mood todae again. Just felt like thinking i guess. Or shld i say its self-reflection? (*hmm cant get my thots straight cos my mum is nagging in the background..*)

Ok where was i..anyway, what i wanted to say is just that this world is probably fair. I m not an eternal optimist, mind u. N i do feel that some unjustice was did to me ( i shall not say in what way) but still..overall, i just want to believe that God treats everyone the same. Btw, i m a free thinker, although i do think that there is a God somewhere up there listening to everyone's incessant grumbles.

I dun deny: i do want someone who will always be there for me. Doesnt everyone wishes for the same thing? N its super frustrating when the person is so near yet so far. I know that feeling well, too well in fact. Been acquainted with it since a long time ago. But i am a retarded person. Cos once bitten, twice shy just doesnt seem to sit in my brain too well. It gets fidgety after some time, leaves its seat n tada...im repeating history all over again. How cool can that be...* sarcastic applause*

But nah..im feeling much better recently. Learnt to control my emotions, control my feelings, control my moods. Somebdy once told me, 喜欢一个人不一定要跟他在一起。Guess now i really understand what it means. If u really like that person, u wouldnt want to give him pressure. N u just want him to be happy, even if it means both of u will always just be friends. Its enough.

Hopefully.


또 울어버렸다.. @ 10:37 PM